*Family-trip-2-Genting*

As ussual..my family n our last-minute-planned 2 Genting Highlands..
for the past few months we used 2 hav dis last-minute-punyer program...
wat is d best i can say bout dis 'last-minute-planning' nie

• confirm jadi (xder sape yg akan sempat nak ckp xnak pegi)
• n semua akan belasah jer pki aper yg sempat (2la sbbnyer aku pki top biasa je pg Genting..FREEZE!!
• smua org akan tertinggal byk bnda (me-tertinggal purse)
• padan muka kami coz smpi je sana hari hujan..so no outdoor games (huh...no SPACE SHOT ..damn!!)
  

p/s : 2 my 'geng'..sorry aku dh pegi dgn family aku dl..yuh...yuh...aku tau aku dah plan dgn korang nak pegi weekend nie...but xpelah Azeera available utk naik Genting lg sekali..hehe! rindu nak naik space shot

So dis are few piccas 4 u guyz 2 enjoy viewing...

WELCOME 2 GENTING HIGHLANDS guyzz!!!

*muka yg x puas hati sbb hujan..no outdoor games!!*

me n my family

*baby adalea yg tdo lena atas riba aku*

otw back 2 ampang

2 those yg sll dah pg genting 4 sure u guys dah familiar wit every single pics kan??

even it seems boring 2 have all dis pics here..

but i really enjoy wat im doing kat sane..

bz snapping gmbr..hehe!

SAY CHEEZE!!!

till then

bubye...

*me-kena-tagged*

Untuk menyudahkan janji aku pd Miss Chumel Bainu..

aku siapkan jgkla tag nie..wlupun dis tag dah expired..

but bcoz 'i sayang kat u'..i buat jgk tau!!;-)

my 10 facts/hobbies

1. baru blik dr Genting semalam
2. masih di Key El
3. x suka keadaan Genting semlm..packed!!!
4. sedang berusaha keras 'boikot' Israel's products
5. baru bli 'cleo' n 'hot' semlm (gossip br best babe)
6. enjoy watching DVD (next DVD - Revolutionary Road)
7. suka n enjoy 'outdoor activities'
8. cepat nak marah bila keadaan serabut
9. suka mkn nasi lemak 70 sen kat Kg Baru (haha nie pn aku blh list dlm nie)
10. aku main Badminton ptg nie!!!!!

hehe..ok x..2 semua mostly fakta pasal aku utk 2 hari yg lepas..haha

actually 10 facts bout me u guys blh click kat no 1 okeys (front page of dis blog)..

dssbkan rakan2 blogger aku x ramai..or aku yg x tau kewujudan dorg..jadinyer tag ini terpaksa berakhir d sini..in fact dah expired pn kan..

nway thanx to Cik Bai yg telah send dis tag pd aku..LUV U!!!!

Bubye!!!!

My Vi*mcm kura-kura*

Allo guyzz..
Morning...i kt kl rite nw..@ my brother's ouse..
We planned 2 clbrate CNY holiday kt cni..
U knw wat b4 i brtlak semlm dgn bangganya i ckp kt member2 i

*aku brtlak lmbt pn xpe pegi key el..cnfirm jln x kn jam..org kl smua msti nk enjoy cuti tmpt ln..xde nya org nk pg kl..highway frm key el 2 tmpt ln yg cnfirm jam*

So dgn cnfidentnya aku kluar umah @ 5pm...n budget by 7.30 sure aku dh trpacak kt Bkt Antarabgsa..haha..but dsbbkn kata2 brunsur *brlagak* aku 2 (tanpa expresi muka la..hehe), dengan jayanya aku stuck dlm jam almost 1 n half hours...suppse by dat time aku dh blh smpi ayer keroh tau..but ni simpang pagoh pn blm lg...

Mana x,kreta aku brgerak 20-40 km/hr je..cn u imagine dat??! Kt highway plak 2?? Dgn accident yg byk.. kreta 'uncle2 cina' yg rosak..n singaporean yg byk msuk..mmg jammed truk!! Dgn perut aku yg x brisi dr pagi..lgla bt aku rs mcm nk kluar kreta n jln kaki je...but 'mcm' je okeys..no way hehe..kura2 pn lbh laju dr kreta aku...
Almost 7.30 pm br aku dpt melepasi a.keroh..n nasibla jln dh ok..apelagi aku mantain gear 5 je laa...120 km/hr..mengikut perangkaan papa aku,trlebih 10 xpe..police xkn tahan..so aku stay jela 120 km/hr since last year br kna saman RM 300 lbh..aku xnk la bt record lg thn nie..
N dgn kelajuan 2,took me an hour je utk smpi umah abg (x smpi kot 1 jam)..

Yahoo!! N here i am...
Till then..
bubye!!

*expectations*

Honestly i hate 'expectations'..
i dun like pple doing their expectations on me
especially bl yg buat 2 org yg dekat dgn kita like our families, frens..

y do we have 2 put any expectations on others????
x buat x bolehker..

and 'expectations' always comes 2gether with 'comparison'
btl x?? when some pple put their high expectations on us..
secara x lgsg mesti dia akan compare kita dgn org lain..which I HATE d MOST!!!

do pple know dat expectations act juz akan buat u rasa :

• sgt stress bl x dpt buat
• rs kecik sgt bl diperbandingkan
• rasa diri nie x ckup pndai
  

mmgla sum pple wud say dat its gud when pple put their high expectations on u..
coz it shows dat they think positive on u right
but 2me when there r expectations, it must b followed by a gud n positive impact also..

means, if pple expect u 2 score high in a test lets say..
but klu bkn rezeki u utk lulus dgn cemerlangnyer..then aper u blh buat..
same goes when u cr kerja..
doesnt mean u ada degree @ master u kna dpt kerja n gaji yg berbaloi dgn level education u..
btl x?? HARDWORK n EXPERIENCE are more important guyzz..

Sumtimes kita rasa kita blh buat ape yg org lain rasa kita blh..
but when we giv a try..
br kt realize yg ape kita buat 2 bkn ape kita nak..
only we knows wat we can do n wat we want our future 2 b..

Rite now i have to cope wit people's expectations

• expectation of getting suitable jobs
  
• expectation of meeting Mr Right
• expectation to further studies

Expectations is just a burden 2 me...
XOXO

*miz*my*bloggin*time*

Hello guyzz
wah...i really miz my blogging time
mcm2 sgt nak update crite..but xtau nak start maner..huhu
mcm biasa bl dah xtau nak start kat maner..it will end up dgn x crite aper2..haha
senang crite!!!

yup!! in my last entry, i dah promise nak post some pics ms pg MCTF hr tu kan...
but unfortunately all d pics dlm lappies laaa..luper nak ambik.. so next entry lah k..

Gosh!!! br nak start bloggin dah kna tagged...hO..hO..
I've been tagged by bai (not bye bye okeys ;-)

Cik bai..blhkah saya bt tag awak kmudian..
tag awak agak pnjang..saya pusinglaaa..hehe
i promise k..tag nie akan siap by Monday...

klaa i nak blik nie n pack my stuff..
im off 2 Key El ptg nie!!!

Stories 4 my next entries :

• expectations???!!
  
• *Nadiah*Abd*Rahman*

Hepi holiday n Gong Xi fa Cai...
till then...bubye!!!!

*in*ter*view*

job vacancies everywhere
in d newspaper..internet..as well as job fair
dat is one of *my missions* rite now
been looking n browsing 4 a suitable job
to date adala 6 to 7 job interview yg dipanggil
but yg pg cuma 5 kot. n yg dapat adala 3
tp ada jer sbb utk aku tolak..ntahla xder rezki lg kot..
last month i've been called 4 interview kat Kementerian Kerja Raya (KKR)
for contract post selama 3 tahun..but results interview 2 hanya keluar around Febr nanti

then last few weeks kat UEM Nusajaya Johor
n i diterima utk YES (Youth Executive Scheme) since my experience x cukup lagi
but 2 pun aku terpaksa tolak atas sbb2 sndiri..
but al last mnyesal pn ada sbb dah tolak..

Then yesterday, i received a call from PETRONAS HQ..
they asked me 2 do online assessment b4 dorg decide whether u layak x utk pg
' structured interview'..
The online assessment ada 2 test..One is Verbal Reasoning test and another is Numerical Reasoning test..both of them mcm haram..susah tahap blh buat aku rs mcm aku student kindergarden..mmg respectla saper keje kat PETRONAS klu mcm niela test yg dorg kna buat..
At first i tot 'Verbal Reasoning test' tu mcm soalan2 ms aku ambik PTD test..
but it was totally different..mcm langit dgn bumi!!

• 4 Verbal test u'l b given 19 minutes 2 do 30 questions. Diberi short passage mostly bout oil n gas stuff n a little bit bout management in a confusing n putar2 punya sentence..then u kna jwb based on dat passage..mcm h#$%^ baca 6-7 kali pn x fhm..
• 4 Numerical Reasoning test u will have 25 minutes 2 do 18 questions . Aku berani ckap questions dia dah mcm standard utk student Oxford (eh mcm tau jer..hehe) sbb tula kot aku student UTHM jer..hehe..mmg soalan yg sgt2 susah..diberi table yg ada byk number n words yg mengconfiuskan..then u kna tkr unit cni sana..then plus minus bahagi tmbh pastu terbalik cni sana..then pilih jwpn A,B,C,D..yg paling best dah pnat2 kira pnjg..jwpn yg aku dpt xder pun dlm pilihan jwpn..haha..

aku mmg respectla those pple yg keje kat PETRONAS..hebatla..mmg sesuaila if dorg blh dapat bonus smpi 5 bulan sekali..they deserved it!!!

kat UEM plak..totally different story
b4 masuk utk diinterview..u'l b given 3 sheets of paper
1 is 4 ur details form..2nd for questionnaire bout ur personality n 3rd for esei writing
Esei writing plg best bcoz u juz write wateva u want to write..anything!!!
aku pun dgn laju n seronoknya buat la esei dl coz excited dah lama x tulis esei.
aku crite pasal company tu n me myself..aku kaitkan la ckit2 smpi terlebih kait n jadila 2 pages esei tu..hahah
after dah hbs isi smua barula masuk utk interview..
2jela experienced aku utk 2bln nie dlm *job hunting* mission..


p/s : guys...next entry i will post few piccas ms kat MCTF'09 key..
MCTF'09 @ Mid Valley Exhibition Hall...

bubye!!!

cuti 1 week

i had so much fun cuti kali nie...
dun get me wrong...bkn pg vacation jauh2 pn...kat s.alam jer..
but everyday packed dgn activity dgn bdk2 x ckup umur nie..hehe..tp mmg bestla join dorg...thank u guys...u guys ROCK!!!

Act tujuan nak pg saner juz nak attend interview dgn KUMON..
but at last bnda lain plak yg jadi..interview 2 aku ttp pg but x jadila keje c2..
coz dorg hanya offer utk post part time..aku act interested 4 d full time post..
xpela bkn rezki..but even aku xnak keje c2 pun aku still sempat berbakti utk 10 jam tau..
x blh tahanla tgk bdk2 kt c2 yg sgt cute...n im hypnotized dgn panggilan 'teacher' yg dorg bagi kat aku...

'Teacher..teacher...how 2 do dis???' (dgn muka blur bdk2 tu yg damn cute)
dsbbkan cute dorgla aku stay kerja utk 2 hari...dptla 10 jam aku kat KUMON..
but it was my great experience..br tau mcmana susah nak handle bdk2 skolah nie...
nway thanx Pn Laila yg trima aku n fhm dgn situation aku..

c...serious gle aku marking paper student!!!
smpi org sblh snap pn aku bt bodoh jer...x boleh blah aku tgk gmbr sndiri..hehe

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Setiap ptg plak..me n my sister akan lepak kat tasik S 6 ...jogging!!!
2 pun puas aku pksa dia...but sempatla jln2 itik 2 round setiap kali pg...

klu x pun ktorg lepak kat tasik S7 bc nwspaper..
wlupun aku n adik aku nie nmpk sengal..
but info psal dlm n luar negara ktorg x penah miss
at least x prnah lg laa org ckp bout 1 issue tu n ktorg lopong jer..

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Then lepak dgn cousin2 plak...
yg join utk 'time lepak' kali nie
apple reen * dodo * Yum * Aty * me * my sis
gle laa ktorg gelak jer 24 jam..non stop!!!

Yum mcm biasa dgn lawak spastic dia..
Apple Reen dgn hadiah semburan kuah kicap..
Aty n adk aku tukang gelak..
Dodo dgn lawak sengal + down sydrome...
u guys mmg best!!
but yum..u owe me 1 tau..
jgn luper..kau dh buat aku sengal ikut kau pusing roundabout 2 x..huh!!

We all lepak lunch kat Kedai Kopi..
then pg kat Dataran Extreme tgk member Yum yg rambut sebesar Shah Alam main skateboard..haha...
sure gajah pn blh sesat x jmpa jln keluar..
aku kagum dgn keupayaan dia bawak rmbut yg besar tu..
smpikan yg lain dah masuk kreta n start engine..
aku still terpukau tgk rmbut dia lg..haha
adik aku smpat snap gmbr aku di saat2 aku 'TERPUKAU' tu..
nasib mulut aku x melopong..haha

Mlm plak pg Kampung Baru..Minnie Chop!!!
super delicious....Rib Eye n Lamb Shoulder dgn Barbican..
tp knp Barbican tu rs mcm ubat antibiotik..haha
act Barbican tu diimport dr Arab tau..
tgk dr luar cnfius jgk..mcm botol beer pn ada..
my aunt siap tnye 2,3 x..blh mnum ke nie..
at last my aunt order watermelon juice jer..haha
so dis is my menu utk mlm 2..

After blik dr Kmpg Baru..pg Danau Kota plak...cr pasal hbskan duit..

Then esok tu we planned nak main futsal..but court full plak..
so me n my sis lepak umah jer..then tgk movie 'Rec'..so scary n menggelikan crite tu.
but u hv 2 watch d movie since it really luks like d real story n lain dr lain tau..
but after tgk tu confirm x blh mkn..hmmmm...

2la activity2 aku ms kat saner...insyallah dis weekend ada plan lagi..
Dodo..kosongkan schedule weekend nie tau!!!

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kehilangan*2008*

Guyzzz...entry nie bkn nak crite sedih2 okies..
but juz 2 flash back things dat happened in 2008
samada secara sedar or kurang sedar
But d fact is sedar x sedar 2008 buat aku rs byk sgt *kehilangan*

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First...

aku kehilangan my beloved arwah, grandfather a.k.a bpk tok pada bln July lepas….arwah meninggal di usia yg agak tua..86 to b exact…sgt2 sedih coz teringat kenangan wit arwah…aku n cousins2 yg notty slalu kcu2 arwah....ajak mkn ice-cream (bab ice-cream bpk tok x penah menolak oke), ajak round2 penang (ditemani penasihat, dodo yg kuat berjalan), sembang2…even arwah x brapa dgr act…n u kna byk bersabar coz arwah will keep asking d same questions again n again…biarpun hampir 20 kali in 30 minutes…kami cucu2 x penah merungut..in fact so cute tau), n d best part is bpk tok aku sgt hebat bab2 hiburan (of coz local industry…4 ur info..arwah plg x suka ‘Dajai’ (he used 2 call dat name) which is ‘Ajai’ act..n arwah so in luv wit Siti Nurhaliza (diala plg sopan, plg cantik..n semuala yg paling2…jgn saper2 kutuk Siti dpn dia oke)…
act d day b4 arwah nak ‘pergi’…ptg tu aku dah mcm dpt rase yg arwah nak pg…n aku blh ckp mcm nie kat c’ba smbil tnjuk gmbr arwah (yg di snap 2 weeks b4 arwah ‘pergi’)
“c’ba …aku x rasa bpk tok aku x akan ‘ada’ lebih lama….coz d last time aku jmpa dia tu..he totally looked different…x terurus…batuk2…..marah2…”
Then c’ba mrh aku coz ckp mcm tu…bukan niat nak minta bnda tu jadi…but my instinct says so..x sangka benar2 jadi….n plg sedih aku x sempat tgk arwah di saat2 akhir…even sewaktu arwah dikebumikan…hmmm…semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama2 org yang beriman..AMIN..
So 2009 aku dah kehilangan bpk tok….arwah la satu2nya datuk yg aku ada..since datuk side papa dah xda ms aku kecil lg…skrg yg tinggal cuma 2 mak tok je lagi…n I luv them very much!!! Aku doakan Allah pnjangkan umur mereka…

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2nd...

Aku kehilangan relationship yg aku sgt jaga n syg…aku xkan comment lbh bout dis since u can read it at my earlier post….juz few things yg aku nak tambah…wlupun kehilangan nie x sma macam aku kehilangan arwah bpk tok…but pedih n sedihnya hampir sama…Kehilangan sgt terasa becoz………………sebelum nie dia yg slalu kejutkan aku bgn subuh (n sumtimes aku)…dia yg 1st akan say ‘morning’ pd aku….dia yg akan pgl aku ‘sayang’ setiap hari (yup everyday without failed)…diala diary aku (update schedule aku 4 d day…as well as him)…dia org pertama yg aku teringat n nak call bila bangun je dari tido…n dia jugakla orang terakhir yg aku nak dgr suara b4 aku tido….diala orang yg aku akan sakat n perli setiap hari (im sure gonna miz dat part coz gelak besar dia every time aku perli sgt comel)…dia la yang buatkan aku nak slalu turun s*** **a*…
dia la jugak yang buat aku nak belajar semua benda (termasuklah memasak n jd football fans...chelsea 2 be exact)….diala jd tempat ‘cubit’ n punching bag aku…diala tempat aku lepaskan geram n masalah….diala tempat aku bg nasihat2 yg kurang bernas (esp ms dia ada prob)….diala yg ajar aku pasal bussines (dr bisnes kereta smpila ke bisnes kontraktor)…..diala yang sentiasa ada dlm doa aku setiap hari…n byk lagila….terlalu byk bout ‘him’ yang aku akan rindu….
For 5 months aku dah diajar utk jd ‘pre-single’….jd sebelum kami break off, kami dah bersedia utk itu…biarla org nak kata apa pun…yg ptg aku dah buat yg d best utk relationship nie with no regrets…Aku mmg dah boleh terima dgn redha eventhough org2 sekeliling aku yg ‘panas’ dari diri aku sendiri…tp apa yg aku boleh cakap u guys mmg sgt memahami aku…..korang tau aku xkan tunjuk n cerita masalah n kesedihan pada sesiapa unless ada yg bertanya…mereka nampak aku steady je…tp kat dalam no one knows…….wlupun aku dah boleh terima keadaan aku mcm nie…but bolehke kenangan selama 2 tahun lebih hilang in just a week????????????

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3rd...

Aku kehilangan rakan2 baik aku sorang demi sorang….Terlalu banyak kwn2 degree as well as geng2 masa zaman sekolah kat SMART yg telahpun kahwin n banyak yang dah kerja kat tempat lain...ada jgk yg further study...terlalu banyak nak list down kat sini...
But 2 u guys..wlupun kat mana korang ada..aku tetap akan ingat korang sampai mati k...Aku sentiasa hargai ’friendship’ kita....
Rindunya korang....huhuhu....nampaknya aku kna list down jgk sikit baru puas hati aku...hehhe..Aku rindu kau Faizatul, Shahiza, Syikin, Diana, Laura, Nadia, Hidayatul (geng2 SMART)...N not 2 forget ... Awin, Syikin, Mira, Faiz, Aza, Yana, Jebok, Arif...huhu..Wlu kat mana pun korang ada....jgnla lupakan aku...coz aku akan sentiasa ingat korang sampai aku mati....LUV u GUYS!!!

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4th...

Aku kehilangan ’cousin2 sejiwa’ aku.....cousin2 yg bt bnda gila2...cousin2 yg sentiasa bergaya....cousin2 yg sentiasa ada ’girly-gal-talk’...cousin2 yg penah ada name group sendiri which is called ’Unicorn’...cousin2 yang sentiasa hang out kat mana2 Mall kat Penang...cousin2 yg rajin layan marathon DVD...cousin2 yg bila jumpa akan buat episod ’gosip chick flick’ sampai pagi...cousin2 yg buat biskut x cukup rasa time raya... cousin2 yang suka pergi ’nite market’...n byklaaa...owh i mis dat 2 h%$#*....yg pasti everyone bz dgn commitment masing2 since semua pun getting older...kehilangan sangat terasa bila masing2 dah ada yg punya...n semua pun bz dgn relationship masing2 sehinggakan terlupa yg kami masih ada ikatan saudara.....hmmm...miss u DODO.....PIJA.....ANN......CHUPA....wlupun org sekeliling kita ada yg gaduh2...tp kita ttp sama....aku sayang sgt korang!!!!! Korang jgn lupa kan aku wlupun aku dah xingle tau....Rindu korang....

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Review of ’kehilangan*2008’
Walaupun bnyk kehilangan terjadi pada aku tahun lepas....tapi aku tetap aku!!!!!! Nothing has changed me....klu ada pun perubahan, itu cuma perubahan positif yg aku wajib buat 2 improvise myself 2 be better n better in future years...Walau sedih macamana pun, yg hilang takkan datang semula dalam keadaan yang sama…so moral of dis..hargaila masa bersama tu sebaik-baiknya....jangan sampai bila orang yang kita sayang hilang di depan mata, kita baru akan menyesal dan merindui saat2 bersama mereka....

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Barbaric Israelis

*ISRAEL BEGINS GROUND WAR IN GAZA*

Israeli forces crossed into Gaza on Saturday night, launching ground attacks and seriously ratcheting up the Israeli-Palestinian conflict following a week of bombardment from intensive airstrikes. The United Nations Security Council met that evening in New York about the mounting Mideast crisis.

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The New York Times:

The ground campaign brought new risks and the prospect of significantly higher casualties on both sides in a conflict that, even before the ground war started, had already taken the lives of more than 430 Palestinians and four Israelis.

While a ground campaign in densely populated Gaza is likely to increase the civilian death toll there, the Israeli Army also faces new threats. Hamas has had 18 mon

ths since Israel withdrew from the territory to smuggle in more lethal weapons against tanks and troops. Its more sophisticated arsenal has been on display over the last weeks, as it has launched scores of longer range rockets from Gaza into Israeli cities.

Israeli officials said they want to strike a hard blow against Hamas, improve Israeli deterrence and significantly change the security situation in southern Israel, where residents have been plagued by rocket fire out of Gaza for years.

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I was devastated by the news...so sad 2 hear all dis things happened again and again..Its really horrible that Palestinians civilians have to live in such dangerous , unsafe conditions...
2 think dat one day perhaps zion-ism will come crashing, trashing, bashing through ur living room and indiscrimenately taking all dat is urs...it was so scary...but dats wat had happenned there...sungguh memalukan bagi kerajaan Israel!!!!

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dis morning i received 2 sms from my frens. 1 of them from Syam..

d msg is

*Tolong bacakan Lailahaillallah, Allahuakbar & surah Al-Ikhlas 3X* utk masjid Al-Aqsa yg masih dikepung oleh Israel

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and another msg from wakil Muslim Care di Syria..which d message has been forwarded 2 me by also member of Muslim Care Malaysia.. thanx 2 him..It says

*sehingga ke saat ini 450 (makin bertambah) SYAHID, 2000 cedera*

x dpt nak imagine how worst d situation is rite now...worst n gettin worst day by day..Jika u guys rs blh bantu dan ingin sgt membantu sumthing utk saudara kita d sana ( those palestinian), dis is d right channel u can go thru..

*Sebarang derma utk Palestina blh disalur ke akaun RHB Bank*

26-2120-0000-4747

atas nama Muslim care..

Marilah kita sama2 memberi sumbangan yg termampu.. Ini sajalah cara utk kita tnjukkan keprihatinan rakyat Malaysia membantu bumi Palestine yg semakin teruk diserang Yahudi..Teruskanlah berdoa utk kesejahteraan dan keselamatan saudara kita di sana..Amin..

{The Palestinian says: I witness there is NO God but Allah and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah. (The shahada also said when the Muslim is dying)

The Israelis say: Did you listen? They are still saying no.}

by Easen Al Kalel-Al watan newspaper-Oman

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watch dis......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0aEo59c7zU

2 years 7 months 25 days

*8th May 2006 - 1st Jan 2009*

*new me.new hope.new status*

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I was never one to patiently pick up
broken fragments and glue them together again
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken

and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best

than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

Love is strong yet delicate
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

To love somebody
who doesn't love you,
Is like going to a temple
And worshipping the behind
Of a wooden statue ...
Of a hungry devil.

When we are in love we often
doubt that which we most believe.

The course of true love never did run smooth.

To love and win is the best thing.
To love and lose, the next best.

Love without reason lasts the longest.

Just because i smile on the outside doesnt mean that i am on the inside.

Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.

What is the point of life if you are
not spending it with someone you love?

Trouble is a part of your life,
and if you don't share it,
you don't give the person
who loves you enough chance to love you enough.

Life is Love.
If you miss love, you miss life.

A life without love is no life at all.

He can make you happy,
but you don't need him to be happy.

Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you.
On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you

I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy!

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* Its 20%. d chances of luv are extremely low..It might b better 2 remain friends

*1.Jan. 2009*

i think this is a good time to sit back and reflect on the things we've done and those we havent...the thingz we've done right and those we did wrong
and the times we impressed and dissapointed ourselves and others

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

Have u made urs???

Guyzzz...Ring out the old year and ring in the new with ur great New Year's resolutions. Setting ur goals in the most important aspect of ur life n wat u wanna b all year long
We should set goals, track our progress, set our determination to overcome setbacks and celebrate our achievements.

*my top 10 resolutions for 2009*

1. grad by Aug 2009!!!
2. get a job in technical engineering field
3. 4giv n 4get - 4get bout d past move on 2 better things in d future
4. juz live life a lot happier
5. do the right things in all matters
6. Live each day as if it is my last day
7. 100 % L.O.V.E - 50% goes 2 my family ~ 40% 2 me ~ 10% goes 2 u..yup u!!!
8. want 2 b n 2 luk better n smart in any ways
9. strengthen 'our' relationship 
10. Have a healthier life