d title is *Senggara Jalan : Apa yang anda tidak perlu tahu*
d title itself sound provocative kan
dats d best thing bout my boss here..he likes 2 make sumthing simple to b beyond than dat..
obviously to capture pple to read (im sure reader wud ask y 'tidak'???? gud one!!!!)

yuh finally!!!!!!!
after 3 months we been soaked  into dis thing
editing, translate words, betulkan sentence, design pages bla..bla
 its juz worth it
a manual of pavement n senggara jalan..
wat a usefull book we had
at least my name was there for my whole entire life.
who knows, sumday my children nnti in d same field, i mean in civil engineering
n they notice my name was there..yumyum!!!
at least sumthing than nothing rite..hehe
wlupun i know im not here 4 a longer period (coz my heart purely into water n wastewater engineering actually)
but dun u think its Fantastic!!!!
eventho dis manual juz  flow with technical people specifically in dis pavement line
but 2 know dat its a useful thing 2 sum other pple, it juz make my day (im talking bout semlm when d manual officially siap!!!)

props 2 everyone who get involved
especially my mate n bosses including Dato (for being so supportive)

eventho most of the content was contributed by my boss
n we (anak buah) juz did on translating, editing, designing n susun2 part
but dats it...d satisfaction was there
almost 2 weeks i had 2 work in d office smpi ke mlm
tp i x pernah rasa nak marah or wateva
in fact, it put my feelings at higher satisfaction especially when u can see d output

Manual Senggara Jalan
at least i contribute sumthing b4 i leave dis field
real 'sumthing' 2 me

like it..
dats all

*Happy Birthday BB*

Happy 27th Anniversary Yang!!!!!!! 
p/s kepada geng! : yuh..yuh.. aku tau korang sedang mengira berapa bulan aku lebih tua dr dia kan.3 bln SAHAJA oke. Fullstop. X mau jawab soalan yg lain.

Dear, dis year gonna b ur 27th birhday of ur own n 4th celebration wit me.Since we've known each other way back in degree batch. We're in d same class, same PA witout any noticing d existence of each other. How pathetic it sounds. Luckily we've known each other right becoz of ur housemate-matter(we shud thanked them nway).Yuh u're d last person i've been talked to among all ur notty-ousemates. Funny kan. End up yg lain entah ke mana but we still be 2gether. Then until now, they get really shocked when u tell them we already engaged. Haha we owe them a longggg explanation.

D best part in our story is actually his frens was d one whose tryin 2 make a move on me at first n on my part totally different story, coz i started havin conversation with him was when i hav 2 b orang tengah  to match him wit one of my fren.Bukan suka2 nak match kan oke but i did it on her behalf (malu perempuan punyer pasal). For ur info, in my class most of d gals fren x campur sgt dgn guys. So my geng yg slalu jd orang tengah bertindak sebagai 'letter' between gals n guys in dat class. Dan oleh kerana dlm geng, mulut sy yg plg 'bertih jagung; so tugas2 seperti ini, saya yang tunaikan. By the way, i like it when it comes 2 matching 2 individuals dat 2 me, gonna make perfect '2 become 1'. (hehe...but skrg '2 become 1' wit me. Damn!!) Starting from dat point, i became closer  wit him without realizing he was actually sudah jatuh hati pada saya.

Sungguh kurang sopan apabila dulu dia suka ejek aku hidung kecik (but i have 2 agree on dat part coz sekurang2nya hidung saya lebih chumel dr hidung dia..hahah) Yg lawak, Zul nie sgt malu nak start any move, so dengan alasan yg x brape alasan, dia telah men'sms' saya utk bermain bowling  n jadi team dorg utk dis one-tournament anjuran college. But ketika itu, i have 2 decline ,disbbkan ada prog lain n kurang kepercayaan terhadap kebolehan diri utk bermain. So, dgn selamba i suggest my ousemate to join them. N again dgn alasan yg x brape alasan he want me to tagged along sebagai cheer-gal. Utk tidak menghampakan, i b there sepanjang tournament dijalankan wlupun x brape nak nampak fungsi aku kat situ. 

Then starting from dat moment, we get closer as he kept texting me every day. Masa tu dah nmpk mcm betting plak (bg sesiapa yg x tau cerita) coz he done dat kerana jealouskan his ousemate yg rajin sms saya. (seems like i've sink together with them in dis drama thing). Kesungguhan dia membawa sy keluar makan (sekali lg dgn alasan utk mengambil jeans yg sebenarnya kedai tu mmg terang2 x dibuka on weekend), melayan ngada-ness saya, gedik-ness, bebel-ness n everything. Thanx 4 dat. n bcoz of dat, we r here now after went thru all d ups n down. I'm amazed we hav lasted dis long actually.. Eventho we went thru over thick n thin especially when we're dealing with break-off moment. How bad we were during dat time. But wit strong 'chemistry' n takdir oleh-Nya, we still b 2gether altho i already met few guys masa tu.  Yg penting, rite now, i can 'feel' u n hopefully u too. We really understand each other. Dats d best thing. U're just amazed me by d way u talk, u react on sumthing n handle things. 

Obviously i'm kinda-hard-to-understand sumtimes, but u were alwiz there wlupun slalu kna marah when u're tryin to advise n explain things 2 me. It alwiz been done half way jer..hehe. Dear, again thanx!! No matter wat, I know u're d best 4 me.

(dis entry is specially dedicated to u BB)

* yesterday's pix hasil snap my sis yg sgt berkebolehan.Thanx adik, gmbr nie extraordinary cantik.Haih !! Hasil yg membanggakan ;-)*

* both of us as pengapit during my BFF's wed ceremony* 

*Life is Running.............*

Life is running with me leaving wayyy behind *sob..sob*
Been pondering..................................
where is me????

D truth is;

I love havin family-gathering. But most of d time, i can't be there.

I'm engaged but hav no much time 2 accompany him (I am bz on weekdays while he wit his packed schedule on weekends). Only once a week. Yuh but even once a week, it will turn out differently if we enjoy every bit of it (nak sedapkan hati)

I like gossiping n havin long conversation wit mama but we seldom hav time 2 hav dat even thru d phone

I've passed my master's VIVA but wit no feelings at all (i mean i shud b happy n proud of myself) but d truth is not even celebrating it, i also neither hav time 2 do corrections on my thesis writing eventho i realized only a month left 2 submit.

Luv reading novels, but end up d book been reading itself (Yuh even d book i got from Zul. Maybe until i get next year's gift, i still havent finished on dat.

Missing my master's geng, but everytime we planned 2 meet up we failed to do so

Luv havin nite-chill-out at least 4 juz a cup of coffee. But everytime i planned on dat, each time it will b ended lying on my bed. Planning gone.

Every1 is gettin older but me n 'her' still in our own stand witout tryin to make any move. Until when....eventho we realized dat no matter wat we r sisters.

Luv making new friends, but time always pull me away on getting it.

2010 is on its way..but i havent prepared anythin on dat. Including our nuptial knot either.

Damn. How far i've been left behind????
Need to b more relax n focus on myself. 
2010. Need whole lot of changes.

 p/s : Dis weekend planning hopefully gonna b my first start


Eja...u r now in a pudding club...yuhuuuuuuu
congrats babe
wlupun aku x berapa suka niat murni kau menambahkan bil populasi negara kita
tp deep inside aku suka nak tgk 2nd version of Merah
but dis time hopefully wud be a little-cute-boy k
aminnnnnn (aku aminkan dulu ;-) )

Eja yg aku kenal ;
  • Mummy yg gile2 n hippy all d time. Tetapi tidak termasuk waktu2 tertekan akibat kerja berganda..hehe
  • Suka ukur tanah. Maksud aku kuat berjalan. Mungkin akan sakit jika tidak dapat kluar berjalan wlupun sekali semgu.
  • Manusia hebat yg layak digelar GPS. Setiap inci jalan di KL dia tau. Tapi aku confused sbb minah nie xtau memandu (cuba anda bygkan jika dia mempunyai lesen memandu??)
  • Geng plg best bab kutuk, keji n kenakan org. Especially kau si kecik..DyLa..hehehe
  • Banyaaaaaaaaakkkkkk ckp!!! But when it comes 2 havin a meeting ke aper...banyaaaaaaaaakkkkkk senyap!!hehe
  • d one n only mummy di dunia ini yg suka bertekak, bergaduh n berdrama dgn anak sendiri. Yes wit little-Mayra aka Merah.
  • Blogger setia aku
  • Ibu beranak 1 n bakal 2 yg suka gle sesi bergambar. Termasuklah gmbr spider versi geng di dlm office. Haha
  • Akhir sekali, she's d one who left a bun in d oven!! Tahniah..

Baby-Mayra yg super-talkative. Muka dia 1 copy mcm kau Eja. 
But nway she is much way comel than u.Haha 

Here u r. Wlu aku byk kutuk n keji kau. Kau tetap my BFF. Sayang kau!!!!!!!

p/s : babe, aku dengan sengaja telah mencuri pix anak kau. Haha 

*my-2nd-boss a.k.a Bro-Sufian*

Farewell Party 4 our Pavey-Big-Bro
Ini dia orgnyer!!!!

He is our 2nd BOSS in dis unit. He get promoted n been transfered to jkr Bachok as JD. Sedih betul laaaa.He's d big-man here. Selaku pelawak-perintis-penyelesai masalah. All-in-one.
 x cukup dgn itu...ada banyak lagiiiiiiiii

- J44 yg paling cool. Meja-gosip, meja-ngumpat n meja-kutuk x kan lengkap tanpa kehadiran beliau
- gemar membuat cubaan-tendangan-hebat di dalam pejabat
- lawak-King dalam office
- very sarcastic sumtimes
- soalan2 technical ape2 pun mampu diselesaikan. Senang cakap he got dat PAVEMENT-minded.
- lagu rock adalah fav beliau
- bapa anak 2 yg boleh tahan bergaya.
- kesayangan 1st Boss
- purely-Kelantanese yg tidak mahu mengaku tanah asal beliau.
- di luar nmpk serius, di dalam officemate jer yg tau.
- sentiasa nmpk relax wlu dlm stress (mungkin dilahirkan hanya dgn 1 emosi shj..eheheh)
- Kak Leen's BFF (no scandal..there were just Best Friend Forever)

 Farewell Party

2nd-boss-2 b. Juga super-cool. pix sudah menunjukkan betapa cool she is.

Adegan2 sedih di Farewell Party

 Perkara mengiurkan yg mengatasi kesedihan..hahah

Ingatan dari kami warga PAVEY n ex-Pavey

 cari mana 1 saya???

U r d best Boss i've ever met. Dun 4get us oke
Hidup Big Bro!!! Hidup Kasi Pecah!!!
Guys...jika anda rasa ada lagi ciri2 murni yg x disebutkan di sini utk 2nd boss anda ini, rajinkanlah membuat tambahan di ruang comment yer. Dats all.

Till then. Thank you.

p/s : Entry ini adalah Part 1..Part II sila ke blog Pn Khaty. Klik disini

*ViVa presentation*

Back to 3rd Dec 2008
where i have blogged an entry with title SEARCH & reSEARCH
it reminds me how tough it was during dat period
almost a year times passed by..how fast!!!
i've started my study on September 2006 (damn!! i was 24 yrs old dat time)
full of stories behind, dramas in between, grant dpt lmbt (which is end of 2007..
haih mcmaner aku nak beli chemical utk lab test!!! tolonglaaaaa), SV beezee,
lost data (data-yg-telah-aku-kutip-hari2-4 almost-a-year!!!), pressure in doing writing, UTHM-banjir...n masa yg sama aku terpaksa jadi pembantu-felo-utk-menampung-hidup (hahaha...tragis!!)..bla..blaa...
at one time, i nearly giv up wit all dis problematic-n-hectic-cycle-of-my-life
(bila rs nak giv-up confirm ada adegan nangis....ingat balik chumel-sengal la aku nie)
but alhamdulillah i hav all my gud frens around me
thanx G-bab, Wan, Zack, Apit, Arif, Z-mah
u guys really put me at ease eventho i'm stuck in d middle of myself-research study-family prob. STOP!. too much too b phrase it here...

nway alhamdulillah..after almost a half year of waiting 2 b called 4 VIVA presentation
then on 17th Nov, i was there 2 defense my research project
my presentation dat supposed 2 b started at 9.00 am telah ditangguhkan sehingga ke pukul 10.00 am..my feelings was not in d place dah masa tu...
aku dahla ful-wit-butterfly, boleh plak panel2-yg-dihormati nak breakfast dulu
me?? setitik air pun x sempat nak minum..
can u imagine???
aku smpi around 8.30am,
Dewan Kuliah mcm xder ape2 yg akan berlaku
aku-yg-x-suka-kerja-last-minute telah set-up kan sendiri stage presentation
tolak rostrum, pasang mic, setting sound..wat a great-technician-wanna be
then around 8.45 br la kak Shila dtg..she n another FKaas staff helped me wit those things
almost 9.00am barula staff UCItv dtg nak amik video
supposed my presentation will b aired, but bcoz of last minute tukar dewan
alhamdulillah x jadi amik live-video (kurang ckit pucat di muka aku..hahah)

d presentation took me 3o minutes time
yg lebih mendebarkan student junior x der coz most of them dah cuti sem,
but yg ada my Dean, Deputy Dean, n staffs besides 2 panels (internal n external Prof from UiTM) n 1 pengerusi majlis..(men'cuakkan' keadaan bcoz aku sedar yg aku dah x boleh nak menggoreng..hahaha)
then rite after presentation, Q & A started..dis session x dibuat di dalam Dewan oke,
coz it must b done in a very private bukan terbuka. juz between me n all d panels shj..
segala bom, tumbukan, tendangan n dusssssssssshhhhhh akan dibuat dalam meeting room..hahaha..dis is d climax n toughest part in doing research..mcm nak keluarkan otak n bagi dorg cari jawapan sendiri kat situ (seriously klu blh mmg aku dah buat!!!!)
every single page akan di'query'...jawabla selagi mampu...
memang tersangat tense time tu ..but wat u hav done 4 almost 2 years answers everything dat will prove how 'pure' ur research are (bukan copy-cat)

all d questions starting dgn basic knowledge smpila se'detail'nya bout all d process, system n results..page by page they go thru..n each lines kna clarify (ada ayat yg di'copycat' memerlukan jwpn-goreng-yg-nampak-bijak-wlu-xtau ape2..hahaha)
E-ja kau msti sokong bab muka-confident-aku..hahaha!!!!!
but things went tougher when its hard 4 u 2 defend ur tots with enough theory in ur mind
yang ptg, dlm kpala aku 'stand on your own feet at first', klu rs betul, then juz go 4 it..
and sometimes a few good words can save someone from a major mistake..huhu
dats wat exactly happened 2 me...really!!!!!!

2 all my frens, again THANK U 4 all ur support n 4 all d Gud-Luck messages i hav received..
2 my parents n families, terima kasih sbb byk bantu when im havin financial-crisis (hahaha)
n Thanx 2 my MAIN-SV, my Co-SVs, technicians n also 2 all my degree junior yg sma2 tlg buat lab testing..THANK U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now im still considering myself 2 further study in PHD level..
wat do u think???


peeps, i'm not talking bout any special package oke
n not talking bout conditioner shampoo either (yang dah diupgrade to 4 in one)

but im gonna talk bout 4 things :
1. my cousin, Zehan's Wedding
2. Big fam's futsal game
3. Kara-yokie's session
4. Adik's graduation day

cukup x 4?
cukupkan...all in one entry
jimat masa n tenaga...if nak tgu one story per entry
confirm by d time aku cerita
cerita tu pun dah berkulat

oke starting wit Zehan's wedding (@ An)
d wed reception was held on last Friday at 8 pm
whilst d engagement ceremony on thursday nite n d akad on friday early morning (@ 9 am)
since aku cuma sempat attend utk reception nite shj
so mostly all d pics masa reception sahaja oke
d reception was held @ Tropicana Clubhouse in Damansara
super cantik n cool dat place

with juz sekali lafaz akad, Zehan Zuhir dah selamat menjadi Mrs Simon Baxton
congrats 2 both of u!!!
An, kau sangaaaaat cantik..
i luv d simple, classy n nice pelamin, ur wed dress, d food, d fresh flowers....every single thinglaa
but d utmost likey was d songs chosen masa kau berarak masuk after d doa
im so suprised 2 hear my listed-song-4-wed was there masa tu..gile touched
it was my favvy song n eventho u already used it
it is still in my list of songs utk wed aku nnti oke (hahaha....Kaulah Segalanya by Hazrul Nizam)

nway here r few pics of them n d reception ceremony

bout big-fam-futsal-game
it was one of our long time-fam-planned-activity actually
but d idea came out from geng cousin jugak, Qayum n his wife, Zana masa sama2 lepak
supper kat Murni SS2 (best gle makan kepen-pen..ehh betul ker aku sebut nie??)
Lepak session nie rite after balik dr
An's wed
semua dlm kpala dah ada plan nak lepak kat SS2
yang paling best, mostly all of us (i think adalah dlm 16 org) wearing d same baju masa pg wedding tu..so can u imagine
lepak kat c2 wit baju yg super-duper glamour
wit baju yg vogue ala2-x-boleh-berjalan-n-sgt-ketat, dgn blink2 heels, full of accesories
but Nad juz make things lebih gempak dgn kehadirannya bersama baju tunang-yg-ala2-baju-nikah...hahahaha
but credit 2 all of u sbb sahut cabaran aku untuk jalan merentasi semua org yg-tercengang-dan-pelik-wit-no-blinking-eyes
2 make it d story even worse its 1am oke (dh sgt lewat utk bergaya seperti itu..hahah)
after gelak-gossip-& reminiscing-session
barulah Qayum proposed about d futsal thing
n semua dgn pantas SETUJU!!!

so on saturday evening at 5 pm
Qayum buzz semua cousins to b at frenzy futsal not only d cousins oke, but also involving d aunties, uncles n even maktok turun padang
but dun get me wrong..juz jd ala ala cheer-gal plus tukang gelak kat cucu2 yg sengal bermain especially we gals..hahaha
we played non-stop for 3 hours tau
n d best thing is for FREE
n we also got support from uncle Mazlan (owner of frenzy futsal)
he did watched us tru CCTV
thanx uncle!!!!
*everything went fine n fun except for kuku-ibu-jari-ku-yang-patah-dan-sgtla-sakit (mcm nak nangis pun ada....huaaaaaaaaaaa). Gara2 memakai kasut nike-yang-hanya-hebat-pada-nama. Haih!!!
* cousins lelaki x ada dlm gmbr demi menjaga ke'macho'an masing2

bout kara-yokie session on Sat' nite
(Sat nite lagi????? yup..yup..jgn pelik..activity seterusnya after bermain futsal..wlupun lembik after 3 hrs bermain, activity kara-yokie tetap diteruskan)

mlm tu around 11pm br smpi kat pintu depan Quality Hotel
aku yg bersuara grade D tidak byk menyumbangkan lagu
juz setia menjadi pendengar
hanya 3 or 4 songs sahaja yg aku sempat rosakkan..hehe!

Shidee steal d limelight dat nite
gle hebat suara (belum masuk jeritan AWIRA lagi)
hahaha..owwwww nooooooooooooooo
yg ada mlm tu cuma me n zul, shidi n adik, Pija wit hubby, Azreen n twins (Mer n Mira), Nad n her youngest bro, Wafey
n suprisingly, my cousin Pijah pun suara best (n trust me, kau boleh dangdut oke)
but everyone sgt sporting
i like!!!

bout adik's G-Day
congrats adik!!!!!!!
after years of study, assignmnet, then saturated with books of Malsyia's Act n student-drama in between
u've been successfully graduated from UitM in law field
so on 27th, i took half-day-of-work
n dengan 130 km/hr aku selamat smpi UitM sharp at 12 noon..fuhhh nasib papa x bising
but yg papa bising was when he had to wait until 5.30 pm br dpt bagi bunga 2 anak dia
punyerlaa lama kitaorg tgu
i still dun understand y convocation day shud b dat way
i mean parents hav 2 wait for such a very long time 2 get 2 c their daughter/son
mana2 university pun sama
y u shud packed 3 to 4 faculty in one session if u cud'nt handle it
dah alang2 convo day 20 hari, extend jerla lagi so dat x terlalu packed
2 make things worst, sesi pagi belum hbs peluang amik gmbr, then ruang dewan dah packed dgn student session ptg
bertambah sardine la tempat tu
such memorable day will turn out 2 b a bit bitter sumtimes
so they should put dis into considerable actually
disebabkan my bro x dpt dtg on her G-Day
we planned to get family pix wit adik-wearing-jubah kat studio (excluding kakak's fam yg berada di Kuantan)
so last nite, all of us wearing pink including adik herself
only papa mcm lari tema ckit..bit reddish
we did get a beautiful one..
tp sedih coz d gmbr itself hanya siap lagi sebulan (haih..lamanya. Knp x setahun??)
pix blogger (which is aku) di bawah ini adalah gmbr suka2..practise senyum sebelum masuk studio..haha!

hope u guys enjoy
thank u..


3.00 pm

surprise! surprise
i never tot in my whole life i gonna have 1
not even hav d engagement ceremony itself but also havin things like
'i am his fiancee' (sambil geleng kepala...lawak...lawak....)
all dis while, kalau orang tanya i always stick 2 dis line
'aku xnak bertunanglaa..aku nak terus kawin'

hah!!! kan dahhhhh..;-)

so on d date, me n all my fam members berkumpul d Kuantan
nak sambut zul's family (yuh! yuh! its Zul oke)
sampai around 2 pm..makan2 dulu (break d 'adat melayu' rules)
then baru start discussion

papa wakil tuan rumah, while 4 zul's side his uncle did d talk

majlis selesai after his mother sarung cincin kat i n we were havin simple photo session right after dat
everything went very sweet, easy n simple
alhamdulillah...no hanky-panky

d ceremony itself juz took not more than 1 hour pun
but d real thing is, prep 4 d ceremony punyerla susah
everythin had 2 b done last-minute due to my work in KL
i juz tempah everythin n mama n kakak do d deal
until dat morning i still bz kat luar buying things
buah x cukup...fresh flowers...bla..bla...
but worth it!! (except 4 d make-up...serious i dun like my face dat day..nmpk garang)

so let d pix tells u everythin...plot of my engagement day starts wit

Made up by Nurul (eventho i kept tellin' her i nak very lite, simple n natural..but end up........Tebal SGTla NURUL!!! :-( . But rambut part, i like!)
siap juz on time (but dh x sempat nak alter2 dh)

me wit BFF, ebba * wit my cousin, Hada

Sharp @ 3.00 (c ada bukti..hehe), aunty sarungkan cincin

salam2 session after dah selesai sarung cincin

me wit zul (yuh..yuh..tunang aku ;-) )

me wit zul's kakak, adik n kakak ipar * Hantaran from us * Discussion

wit aunties n cousins * wit pija n pina * tok, aunties n cousins

my 2-hero-cousins-yg setia-membantu

selendang dh dibuang ;-)..cam-whoring session

wit BFF, Saebah (thanx 4 comin babe)

tok, aunties n papa (papa sgt cbuk..sian papa)

again wit tok, aunties, cousins..again. again (jgn pelik, my big fam mmg giler bergmbr..;-))

dats all..
thanx semua tok, aunties, cousins n frens yg datang...
terima kasih byk2

a day 2 remember