*babies*

Babies. Remember my past entry bout one of my besties wedding. D one dat i n zul were  there as their bridesmaid n best man. Yuh d one yg i posted dis pix as an entry. Back to 1st August 2009, when they had their beautiful wedding ceremony in Kuantan.  

              

                           

8 months later........she took a home pregnancy test (due to sum symptoms..seperti period datang lambat yer Azeera. pity u baru tau!!!!) and d kit turn out 2 b positive. Then she did her 2nd confirmation (a prudent way) by making an appointment with d doctor. The results yes she's pregnant. So marked 15th April 2010, she got dis great news which brings her smiling face all d way (even jauh di Kedah, aku tau wajah tu mcmana). Alhamdulillah.Eventho she did feels like its quite early and some sort of unexpected thingy, but there she is dear. Babies!!!!! On d day itself when she buzz me thru YM messenger, i was not even notice bout what she had trying 2 tell me (due to my busy-ness) until sumone popped d congratulations on her wall (in FB) barulah i dapat tangkap. Terus nak merajuk masa tu (y im d 3rd or 4th person after ur hubby n ur mama) knew bout dis. Hahaha boleh x rasa diri ini sgt penting (perasan). But when she told me, doctor dh confirmkan she's pregnant, i was like....WAHHH...CONGRATS BABE!!! BESTNYAAAAAA....x sabar nak tgu end of dis year. X sabar nak pegang babies. X sabar nak jadi 2nd mum 2 ur baby (eeuuuuuuwwwww). She is expected 2 deliver her 1st baby on 3rd of December 2010, which is few weeks after my wedding. Cant wait 2 hav dat moment and at d same time aku risau, kau x dpt datang wedding aku (who knows baby nak keluar terlebih awal ke?? Baby, duk dlm dulu k bagi aunty kahwin dulu. Hehe). But Ebba, not 2 worry coz ur due date is not set in stone kan..hihi.

 

Again Congratulations Ebba n Wazan. And not 2 4get, congrats  2 Eja, yg akan deliver baby dis July, ur baby boy akan menjadi mangsa gomolan aku x lama lagi (siap!!!).

Disebabkan entry nie berkait rapat dengan babies n marriage, aku dgn sibuknya nak selitkan theme color 4 my wedding (if it wont b exactly dis color, sekurang2nya, there wud b a dash of it. Yummies!!!

                                                                   

*Psychotic Mood Shift*

Monthly routine yang wajib i might say

• PMS (Pre-Menstrual Syndrome..Yes do admit, its a syndrome. Tapi pada aku it is Psychotic Mood Shift..haha)
• Menstrual cramps (feeellllllsss crampy at my lower stomach. boleh tarik keluar kejap x dari perut??)
• Bloating (serious rasa diri buncit n gemok! )
• Grumpiness (Semua jadi x kena, mangsa tetap, tunang aku (Sorry yang))
• Mood swings (Drastic mood swings. 1st person yg akan perasan adalah Zul. again kesian tunang aku)
• Food cravings (Ini simptom d one n ONLY yang aku suka.wink.wink. Sbg contoh, Nandos as a treat..hahah)

and rite now, im dealing with dis silence-pain.CRAMPPP!!!

lastnite, i lay in bed all day trying to sleep but when I awoke the headache was still there (sungguh kecewa)

Solution terakhir : Heating pad!! i shud buy one i think. But utk seksaan kali ini, terpaksa menggunakan mineral bottle yg telah diisi penuh hot water. It works. Best!!!

PMS :  Depress, Sakit

Dats all.

*i.got.u.Ms.Leona*

A place to crash, I got you

No need to ask, I got you

Just get on the phone, I got you

Come and pick you up if I have to

What's weird about it is we're right at the end

And mad about it, just figured it out in my head

I'm proud to say, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright

Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to

For better, for worse, I got you, I got you

Ain't falling apart or bitter, let's be bigger than that

And remember the cooling outdoor when you're all alone

We'll go on surviving, no drama, no need for a show

Just wanna say, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright

Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to

For better, for worse, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye

(Go ahead)

I'll be alright

(Say goodbye)

Go ahead and make me cry

I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to

For better, for worse, I got you

'Cause this is love and life

And nothing we can both control

And if it don't feel right

You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye

(Say goodbye)

I'll be alright

Go ahead and make me cry

I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to

For better, for worse, I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye

(Go ahead)

I'll be alright

(Say goodbye)

Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright

And when you need a place to run to

For better, for worse, I got you
A place to crash, I got you

No need to ask, I got you

* note : Dis pop song has been playing in my head for d whole weeks (dammit). Leona Lewis, u r juz one of my favvy British singer. Keep it up!!

*bedtime-stories*

On Sunday nite, as ussual aku akan lepak umah sewa adik aku kat Shah Alam. I enjoy being part of junior2 x cukup umur nie (act they juz 3-4 years younger than me, but sudah cukup membuatkan aku rasa begitu darah muda. wink!!). Despise their younger age, they put their brain n thots at really my level (maybe sumthing 2 do wit law course they've learned for d past 5 years till now. Salute dorg boleh study case yg panjang berjelaaaaaaa........). Ok since aku demam on dat day, kehadiran junior2 nie really put me at ease. Kemasukan senior dlm geng junior  ini, menjadikan lengkap geng badut dlm sarkas. Lawak!!! 

Then b4 tdo aku, adik, Nat n Syikin mulakan crite. Our bedtime stories. N mlm tu, we focused on childhood episodes, but memikirkan part tu x ckup fun utk dikongsi, kami buka crite bout 'mamai-di waktu-malam'. Not sure u guys panggil apa. Tapi aku sebut mamai or mamun (dlm version lain, sleepwalking). Aah im one of sleepwalking child oke. Everytime bila sedar, feel groggy for few minutes (mana tak, dah berapa km kau jalan masa tdo). Aku ada pengalaman best psl nie. 

Pengalaman sendiri

Banyak kali sepanjang aku kat primary school mandi awal iaitu pd pukul 3 pg tanpa-rasa-sejuk-atau-apa2. semua gara2 mama yg suka kejut aku bangun utk tdo kat atas. Mandi bukan ckit2 oke, siap 45 minit n lengkap dengan uniform. Sungguh hebat. Nasib belum pakai socks n kasut je lagi. haha keji. 

Then  teringat my cousin, Nad menggunakan mulut sebagai alarm (sambil mata pejam). Mulut x henti2 buat bunyi 'Tik..Tik'...'Tik..Tik' (haha serious sebijik bunyi alarm. Adik dia plak, sambil tdo boleh berdiri tegak nyanyikan lagu Negaraku sampai habis (yess sampai habis oke). Memang respect semangat patriotik yg ada dlm diri dia. Hahahaha

N arwah tok aku pn sama. Ada sekali time tdo, mimpi tgh berperang maybe, tiba2 sambil tdo, buat gaya2 seperti sorang tentera sedang berperang dan menebak musuhnya. Tapi musuh dalam 'selimut' je laa (hahah). Siap ada adegan bercakap dgn tentera Jepun oke (semua terperanjat dgn kebolehan arwah, eventho belum tentu yg arwah cakap tu betul. hihi)

Hahahaha...bila teringat balik, lawak gle kalau mamai2 tgh tdo nie. Malu bila orang tgk kita mamai, but lawak bila tgk org lain yg kena. Wat a funny sleepwalking episodes!!!

*my mementos*

Special entry as a memento. Actually dis entry i've been keeping for months in draft. Its a special mementos of mine. So sayang nak buang. Even cerita lama, but those pix still fresh in minds (shed tears). To every single person in dis pix, i miz u all, miz every moment of working together in d same line n hope we remain keep in touch like EVER!! n to Eja n Nurul, as we still 2gether by now, hopefully korang happy kawan dgn aku. I alwiz pray d best for all of us. Amin.

Oke since dis is my past entry actually, its fruitless 2 make dis entry a long one.So let d pixs below potray how close we r all togeher (in d same department)

& pix below r d latest ones with all d new people in my department (yuh mostly lelaki yg ditukarkan masuk). While gambar 2 lagi dbawah adalah gmbr yg baru diupload. Makan di Kelab PPTD. Dis pix telah ditapis dan tidak termasuk adegan sayur kubis meloncat keluar dari mulut Eja (haihhhh!!! eja..eja)

Dats all 4 my mementos

Bye!!

            

*habit*

Habit. Recently, i notice sumthing interesting n funny (sumtimes) bout myself. Yuh, dis entry gonna b lil bit bout myself. Interesting when people around  telling u bout urself which  u even dont realized dat. There goes like 'Ehh..xlaa..aku macam tu ker??' or 'yeker???' .Hehe.

Ok, my first n foremost habit (based on wat people keep telling me)

1) Mencabut rambut gatal (bunyi pelik kan rambut gatal??) while driving n reading books. X boleh tahan. Mesti buat. Yes, sumtimes mmg bahaya (while driving), but it really makes me feel so addicted 2 it. D feelings was juz like memakai tali pnggang keledar sejurus masuk ke dalam kereta (yes wajib sampai ke tahap itu! Pemakaian seatbelt sudah jatuh ke tempat ke-2). As for now, masih belum ke tahap irritating, tapi BAHAYA. Moral of d story : Cuba utk berubah sebelum aku dikategorikan dalam golongan botak!!

2) Online. Everywhere, anywhere, anytime. In fact, if u gav me 25 hrs depan laptop (with broadband or wireless) pun boleh. No food or no TV pn i x kisah. Sangat selalu kena tegur dgn Zul bout dis, but i jt hard 2 resist. Yuh i sounded like seorang lelaki yg x boleh tinggalkan PS4 oke. Or World-Cup junkie yg ternganga sedang menonton bola (oww tidak!!!). My geng pn boleh tau, klu i syap jer depan PC tanpa berkedip mata means i tgh online. Seronok. Starting from bloghopping sehinggalah gossiping.

3) Another habit sewaktu driving adalah mengunyah atau memakan apa shj yg boleh dimakan. Mangsa utama mestilah chocolate or sweets. X pun roti. Hmmmm suatu kepuasan apabila dpt membawa kereta dgn sebelah tangan n sebelah lagi makan. Bukan kepuasan utk tunjuk hebat oke tp kepuasan melayan jam dengan mengunyah sumthing (bekerja di KL ini telah mengajar sy menjadi kurang sopan begini. Maaf yer). Makanan utama sejak akhir2 ini adalah Snickers n Choki. But dun ever giv me Truffles or  ice-cream Trophy, meeting pun saya boleh lupa. Saya akan berhenti saja di tepi jalan dan menikmati keindahan rasa choc dulu. Yess, saya adalah Chocoholic!!!!

4) Mandi. Telah menjadi suatu habit (dan routine) untuk menyiapkan part muka dulu sebelum pergi ke body parts yg lain. Maksud saya, i will make sure saya telah menggosok gigi dahulu, kemudian facial wash then barulah bersedia utk shower.Mmg dari dulu macam tu. X sure kenapa sy selalu beranggapan, jika saya mandi dahulu, air yg jatuh dari muka n yg keluar dr mulut saya (belum gosok gigi) akan mengotorkan kembali badan saya yg sudah dimandikan. Shallow kan pemikiran saya. Tapi puas dan penuh confident bila keluar toilet!!

5) Saya tidak akan menyentuh makanan (breakfast) tanpa mandi dulu. Walau bz mcmanapun saya utk buat my weekend routine seperti membasuh baju dan mengemas rumah, saya tetap akan mandi dulu then after habis kerja mandi lagi. No breakfast selagi u pakai baju tidur.

6) Planning. Every single thing yg saya buat, planning comes first. To-do-list sangatla berperanan penting pada saya. Sebagai contoh untuk kerja yg saya akan sambung pada hari isnin, saya akan list down kerja2 tersebut pada petang jumaat b4 cuti weekend. Sudah terbiasa. Saya adalah manusia biasa yang terlebih makan semut, PELUPA! so by listing down all my works, saya rs lebih confident2 myself. Saya juga akan make sure every morning, saya akan keluar rumah b4 or sharp at 6,30am. Supaya sy x terlepas WP2 (walaupun saya smpi lebih awal dr org yang WP1. Yer sy smpi ofis paling lambat pun 7.20am).

7) Habit ketiga juga melibatkan habit sewaktu memandu (cukupkah habit2 ini mencerminkan pemanduan saya yg tidak berhemah??? heheh). Saya paling suka memandu sambil menyanyi bersama volume radio yg kuat. Owwhh sangat therapy. Saya suka pasang lagu kuat2 which is perkara yg paling membuatkan Zul selalu bising pada saya. hehe

8) Makan. Saya tidak pasti samada geng2 mate sy perasan atau tak habit saya nie. Saya seorg yg sgt susah untuk megubah sesuatu yg telag menjadi routine. Sebagai contoh, kedudukan tempat saya makan setiap pagi. saya seboleh2nya akan cuba sedaya upaya utk dapatkan tempat yg sama setiap pagi (everyday). Saya akan berada di kedudukan yg sama setiap hari. Xtau kenapa dan xtau utk apa. Its juz my habit. Maybe sbb in my family, when we had our lunch n breakfast 2gether (almost every weekend ye masa sy kecik2), keduduan kami sentiasa sama x pernah berubah. Even papa x suka org lan amik seat dia. Maybe sumday, i might do d same thing 2 my children.

9) Babies. Saya suka baby. Sangat suka bau mereka. Tapi part yg saya paling suka cium dahulu adalah tapak tangan (bau masam itu sangat therapy buat saya) n tapak kaki. Eja!!!! Che Ba!!!! Ebba!!! cepat ckit..nak bau babies..

10) Bad habit. Ini dulu2 la, saya seorg yg suka menggigit kuku. Dats how i react obviously when im havin problems. Saya akan gigit kuku smpi kuku2 sy nampak pendek dan kontot. X chumel. Tapi skrg, habit itu tiada lagi. Dan kuku saya sekarang tidaklah sekontot dulu. ;)

Yuh more n more 2 b listed down. Enuff said, terlalu banyak & maybe there r more yg saya sendiri x pernah perasan (must b d bad one). All i can say is, mostly all of them r  more to negative side, which is sumthing dat i need 2 change. Depends on how u like ur habit 2 b then. Nak kekalkan or nak ambil inisiatif utk berubah. But how u gonna change it really shows how u grow urself.. In fact there r certain habits of me had already gone with my age. Dammit tiba2 aku rasa aku sgt tua.